Understand yourself

to..am: From Life Through Death To Emptiness From Life Through Death To Emptiness From Life Through Death To Emptiness. and eyes like ice don't move. and you never say a word. because you bought one third. now the world stands still. wrap your bands around my neck. you are what you learn to need. i'll surround myself with things that look like Me i'm not the man i thought i once was. then the riddle gets solved. when i have nothing left to feel. when i have nothing left to say i'll just let this slip away. i feel these engines power down. i feel this heart begin to bleed. with whose skin now do i feel. i'm supposed to walk away from here. i'm supposed to walk away from here. the day you died i lost my way. the day you died i lost my mind. with whose skin and whose blood do i feel. and when silence comes back to Me standing here on the shores of destiny don't you know that you're losing so much this time. beyond the waves i will be free while all the others are praying don't be afraid just once in a lifetime don't be afraid just once in a lifetime no rain can wash away my tears you made Me doubt, you made Me fear but now i'm not the same you took my wife, my unborn son torn into the deep of the ocean i don't pretend that i love you ' cause there is nothing left to lose. how does it feel to be left in the dark one is left out in the cold feels nothing, cries for help wrenches your stomach, grips from within. and when you penetrate to the most high god you will believe you are mad you will believe you've gone insane but i tell you if you follow the secret window and you die to the ego nature you will penetrate this darkness oh yes there's many a man or woman that's been put in the insane asylum when this has happened to them and they're sitting there today, people think they're insane but they saw something that's real and they see it when they're on drugs the only thing is they see it not through the light of god, and the way i show you i show you to see it through the light of god because when you see the face of god you will die and there will be nothing left of you except the god- polygons, the god-woman the heavenly man, the heavenly woman there will be terror under this day of night there will be a song of jubilee waiting for your King there will be nothing you will be looking for in this world. rain for 27 days on my broken soul, your eyes, your head, see the broken glass, your eyes your soul no innocence, i feel 27 days, don't you lie, we see the sun but it doesn't matter though, innocence gone, all fucking lies. the 7th time, love sickness and disillusion this head that won't listen to Me, now. it's three steps too far, this slammed door, your damned bed, this white head, beside you, and there is blood on the stairs, between skin and sheets, skin and sheets, between two lights, i woke you up, the seventh time, i won't disturb you anymore. and wash our memory clean we'll see the world for the first time and though the world will stay the same and the pain and frustration are equal to the bliss of release. you May creep to the cross too late with just the momentary mark of smoke. and we are drowned by the loss of the light. why don't you know the spring is rising. you cannot follow Me, because i'm dead. can i rely on the things that mean less to Me can you deny this hurt you have placed on Me when i try to understand this void that you can't fill will you let Me take away what i have given you what do you hide when you move right back from Me a change of tide when i curse your destiny if you think i'll understand then stop and think again now i've opened up my mind i know that you don't care. i had no faith before that day in any vow or deed. days followed days and years were meaningless. i bore my heart for all to see the. and fighting time so hard i pray that this moment lasts forever. and will the world stay standing still at least for Me i bear my heart for all to see. with my face turned to the sun there ever standing still. and fighting time so much i ask. i will this morning last forever. though seasons change and things come to pass. and fighting time so hard i pray that this moment lasts forever. and will the world stay standing still at least for Me you never dreamed i'd tell you so. niemals mehr mq.cht ich bei euch stehen niemals mehr will ich eure welt verstehen und niemals mehr mit euch das leben teilen niemals mehr bei eurem tod verweilen. your love shines brighter than the sun by far don’..t stop what you’..ve begun. we are deflected from our path my brow is marked with the brand of cain a steady downpour soaked through with rain you wait to hear Me say forgive the more i suffer, the more you live collected moments May last for years i curse the day on which we met. falls in empty vessels of spermless love made of mud and mist and dirt and dust and we die in a dog day age for we die in a dog day age develop and delight and decay. i could prefer to touch you now. and everything reminds of their names but i can't explain this cold. and houses, houses all around. i'm using all the words i can. can you understand an ill soul. and the dreams which remain unchanged. and i will wake up one morning giving ice and snow to earth. and then i will kill the daylight and its shameful poor old tricks, ' cause your smile is just the only thing. with its sad angels, around. don't slow Me down, just drive Me away the skies are grey today, i look at life that way so put Me on a plane, i May escape the rain my friends are acting strange, things don't look the same i guess the child in Me, defines the way i see i guess the child in Me, defines the way i see don't let Me down, just live for today the price is high you say, you look at life that way so put Me on a chain, i will escape again living by the book i say, would drive Me insane. will this feeling last forever. for something that will fill the emptiness inside the moment that you mind is this what life has got to give is this the dream i had of you. she says it helps with the lights out her rabid glow is like braille to the night. she swears i'm a slave to the details but if your life is such a big joke, why should i care. the clock is set for nine but you know you're gonna make it eight. so that you two can take some time, teach each other to reciprocate. she feels that my sentimental side should be held with kid gloves but she doesn't know that i left my urge in the icebox she swears i'm just prey to the female, well then hook Me up and throw Me, baby cakes, cuz i like to get hooked. hurt you more than i expected mental scars that never heal and will remain forever and the wickedness comes over Me again and for the first time i went too far there’..s no excuse the things i’..ve done i can’..t deny and for a last time you say goodbye don’..t waste a tear it isn’..t worth to save a lie. there used to be a way now it's gone suffer the weak suffer the strong all i ever felt was so wrong the choice i've made that's torn us apart uncertain we wait the path unknown the power of hate the power we're shown and now it's too late for what's been done cry for the weak and cry for the strong i find it hard sometimes to keep my faith alive this search my destiny will darkness follow Me awake from the storm we have grown my trust has betrayed all i know in sickness i watch all has been thrown surrender dictate how can we know is it too late for what's been done call on the weak and call on the strong i find it hard sometimes i push my faith aside the search what can it be now darkness follows Me there must be a way that we have known strength for the weak more strength to the strong no clouds of doubt will cover us all don't hide from the truth don't hide from the cold more certain i wait and all shall be known the power of faith the power we're shown it's not too late now it's done no more are the weak all are the strong i found it hard sometimes i've kept my faith alive. i take your soft white hand your eyes are two black holes the skin entraps the soul and when you laugh things out and that you never forget the life you could save and now you’..ll never forget it. 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